April 28 2011 (you know i'll always love you)

i've treated you badly. and most times im not really sure how to show my true admiration for you. i always thought you were a permanent fixture for me.

something i could depend on.

the rising of the sun, without imagining the setting. ive settled in and wrapped myself in this blanket i found. and now i cant get out.

i have thoroughly enjoyed our time together, and honestly, i wish there was more. you left your scent on everything i am, but it's fading with ebb and with flow.

so stay a while and hold my hand, im not sure if im ready to go. tomorrow slips into the sky, all the time reflecting the world.

on a string, close behind, steady following flutters a note....

i w i l l a l w a y s l o v e y o u,

i w i l l a l w a y s l o v e y o u .