i care about people very deeply.
but i can throw them away in an instant.
it doesn't mean that i care about them less.
i really have no idea what i am trying to say tonight. but i feel like talking.
a long time ago, a friend confided in me some terrible information.
i suppose my terrible information is that i do all these things for people because i don't know how to show them how i really feel.
and maybe i think that my monetary gestures will spark a small amount of something resembling memory in them,..
a while ago i mentioned that i no longer would ask people to come with me to the cemetery...
tonight i decided (while absolutely drunk) that i will no longer put forth any effort for christmas.
i just don't feel it anymore.
i'm not really sure how to explain it.
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